So many times when we read the Bible, we have our own preconceived notions of principles that we think Jesus operated on. I want to share one with you that I have never heard preached. I will later add this to the next tool I will share with you.
You all have heard of radar. You know it sends out a beam of sound and identifies objects further out from the submarine. If you have trained your brain wrong, you could have a side effect called braindar. This braindar can sense a trigger, image, shape, or color of hair, before you can even make full visual contact with this person or image.
Being honest in a proactive manner is really helpful to having a clean life. Being honest in the heat of a battle is essential to staying clean that day. When lust hits, be it a landmine or some other opportunity in your environment, immediately call someone and let them know what’s happening. Honesty can be as simple as having Covenant Eyes accountability software on your phone and computer. When your wife, pastor or accountability partner gets the report on your Internet travels, this is a form of honesty that can really protect and help you lead and maintain a clean life. As soon as you call, you've prevented that landmine trigger or opportunity from taking you down a path of guilt and shame again.
Today, I want to share with you a tool I have been sharing with men for more than three decades. I think the first time I mentioned this technique was in my book, The Final Freedom.
I wanted to share some brain research with you today. Step one, you create a high chemical reward when you release sexually. Step two, you bond or connect to that image, or person. This bond is long term, not just immediate. Step three, your body stores this bond and you are attracted by that person, and image, in reality or fantasy. You create a landmine. Step four, your environment or fantasy world can recreate this landmine and, whamo, you are flooded physically with feelings toward an innocent person or image.
Every human being has a need to connect. I believe that everyone is born with a need to touch and be touched. Many sexual addicts act out sexually as a primary way of being satiated inside. It is through this altered state and false nurturing that the addict feels like he or she is connected. This can be very confusing for the sex addict in recovery since experiences of acting out in the past have all been a way to connect through his sexual addiction. This need to connect can move the addict into the addiction cycle if he doesn’t find other ways to enjoy the true way of meeting the need to connect. I have found that when sexual addicts feel this need to connect, they also feel pain because they don’t know how to get this relationship need met. The addict is faced with the pressure to act out in order to make the pain go away.
Something we cannot avoid is stress. All of us have stress at some point in our lives. The way a sex addict medicates or avoids stress, is by acting out. After acting out, the stress seems to dissipate. However, the fact that the sex addict acted out creates more stress that makes a cycle for them to keep adding stress to the pain agent and repeat the cycle. Many sex addicts set up these dynamics in which they repeat this behavior by creating stress so that they can alleviate the stress again by acting out.
Some sex addicts have been victims of physical, emotional or sexual abuse and have unresolved issues about the abuse(s). Some have unresolved conflicts about their sexual identity or goals in life. Any kind of unresolved external or internal conflict can agitate the addict. It is this agitation that becomes part of this particular pain agent’s unresolved conflict. The sense that “I don’t have that skill mastered yet,” or “I don’t feel good about myself because of that” can trigger the addict into the addiction cycle. These unresolved conflicts agitate the addict which is the beginning process for the cycle of addiction. An example of a trigger point for this unresolved conflict might be growing up in a physically abusive home and having unresolved issues around the abuse. When the addict has unresolved conflict, they act out as a way to avoid, minimize or medicate this conflict. This can show up in their personal or professional life. For example, the addict may have an…
Emotional discomfort is one of the primary pain agents that will move the addict to the first level of the addiction cycle and cause them to disconnect from their feelings. Emotional discomfort is basically a family of origin issue. The sex addict never learned how to identify feelings while growing up in his or her family. Consequently, many sex addicts have very primitive emotional skills. Therefore, when they have a painful feeling, they act out sexually to feel better. I remember knowing that when I felt any kind of emotional discomfort as an addict, whether it was hopelessness, anger or confusion, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it to identify it. Whatever uncomfortable emotional feelings I had, I knew that if I just acted out in some way, it would go away temporarily. The interesting thing about this is, it worked! My addiction did medicate the emotional discomfort I was feeling temporarily. Emotional discomfort for many sex addicts is the pain agent that moves them forward…
The will alone, is not that complicated to understand. The will is simply the ability or choice to be about to persist in a matter. The will can be amazingly strong in persisting through an issue over long periods of time. That is the easy part of the will for sure. The complicated part of the will is who is actually driving it. When the Spirit of God drives the will, it can be a powerful and beautiful thing to watch. However, the mind might also drive the will. This can be good or bad. If the mind believes a lie, the will can be utilized to drive behavior that confirms the lie. If the will is driven by the truth, the results will be aligned with truth.
One of the ways I can determine if Intimacy Anorexics are in recovery is by following their creativity. Are they being creative when their schedule changes so that they can get the 3 dailies done? Are they keeping their sexual agreement and calling their group members, or is their creativity being used for excuse making and responsibility avoiding? You may have heard the phrase, “follow the money” but with Intimacy Anorexics it’s, “follow the creativity” and you’ll know the truth.
If you think or truly believe your emotions are facts, you can take yourself and those around you on some pretty crazy and bizarre rides. You will stubbornly believe that because you feel something, it is based on fact, while your friends, spouse, children, or coworkers try to help you see a fact that is different than how you feel.
For just a minute, think about this concept of being an in-law of God. Remember how I asked you to imagine how God feels in your marriage? Now I want you to imagine how God feels toward you as an in-law.
Step Five:"Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs."
Step Five:"Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs."
Step Four: "Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves."
Step Three: "Made a decision to turn our wills and our lives over to the care of God, as we understood God.
Intimacy anorexics often live in an object world. The relational world is too dangerous for the intimacy anorexic to reside in for too long. In the object world, you can exchange characteristics like you would order extra features on an automobile. On a particular day, you might not be “the right object” to the intimacy anorexic. You might not be rich enough, helpful enough, or have the right personality or physique. You are simply not “the right object” for the day. Since you are not “the right object” for them at the moment, you can be punished. This entitlement to “the right object” upon demand can trigger an intimacy anorexic pattern of behavior.
Most individuals who are not intimacy anorexic realize how little control they have in their lives. They don’t really believe they control people in their life when they can barely control themselves. They have no faith in the illusion of control, or even controlling the perception others might have of them, that’s just way too much work for most of us.
If you’re not an intimacy anorexic, this one won’t make any sense at all. As humans, we are all flawed. We expect to make mistakes, be ignorant, hurt others, embarrass ourselves, and at times be caught or exposed when it happens. For the intimacy anorexic, trying to live in the “I’m really good” box and being found out to be flawed, can trigger an intimacy anorexic pattern of behavior.
One thing many intimacy anorexics talk about frequently is safety because they have bought into some fantasy that they are not to be hurt or questioned. They really want safety: not most of the time but all of the time. If they feel unsafe, even if they simply make it up that they are not safe, this could ignite an intimacy anorexic pattern of behavior.
Step Three: "Made a decision to turn our wills and our lives over to the care of God, as we understood God.