This type of porn addict is trickier. You may have never told anyone that you were sexually abused or used as a sex object by someone multiple times. This sexual trauma set up some serious issues in your life. However, all sex feels good, and you still give chemically to the perpetration of acts of the perpetration.
Your porn themes will generally revolve around the same themes of your sexual abuse. If the perpetrator was older, you will want older porn. Your porn re-engagement is the way you avoid addressing and medicating the sexual abuse. Porn is a part of your addiction. Again, medicine becomes the problem.